“This
song is an insight to my thoughts and questions as a rapper trying to
make it in what seems to be an over saturated genre that places fluff
before substance commercially. The struggle has always been to separate
myself from the rest and have that be the first impression to the
public. The pain portion comes after, when my voice seems to not get
heard at times creating a cycle of self doubt, which usually overcomes
by the need to prove that I must be out of my mind to let doubt be my
downfall.” -Esohel